Startled awake several times last night, heart racing, but missing the memory of whatever nightmare had slithered into my brain to horrify me. Felt sad and a bit out of control to realize I’m probably having anxiety attacks in my sleep. My exercise routine has been hit-and-miss lately, looking forward
Right at this moment, I’m feeling a bit better. If you perhaps would like to see something encouraging, here’s a link to China’s Corona virus stats. 143 new cases March 6th, down from 14,108 February 12th. Active cases sloping downward! Beatable, EmEffers. Yesterday I ran mandatory errands. My anxiety was
Looking for homeschooling activities on the internet, I came across the suggestion children should start a journal of current events. As we’ve all felt, things are changing day to day, sometimes hour by hour. For example, Friday at noon, our county supervisor declared on live TV that schools would remain
Coolcoolcool, so while I was sitting here waiting to decide if my symptoms (shortness of breath, hyper-vigilant edges with gooey fatigued interior, sweaty feverishness) indicate a) Coronavirus or 2) hypochondria or C) impeding panic attack, I remembered I forgot to tell you a tiny tidbit of embarrassment. THIS WILL NOT
Today’s my dad’s one year death anniversary. Mostly, I’m feeling it was a dick move for him to die on a holiday, because my husband was all HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! And it felt obligatory to say back to him YES BUT ALSO DEATH ANNIVERSARY. I don’t think my husband knew