Happy gobble-gobble with a side of smallpox to you! Hope you had a lovely and low-stress holiday. My mother, sisters, their spouses and children all traveled to Carlsbad, CA for the holiday. This is less than an hour’s drive from The Exes (or at least it was, last time I
I was/am apparently unready to voluntarily take on another stressful situation! If it counts for anything, I do feel guilty about everything I eat now, and am in both a constant state of hunger and probably somehow actually eating more than I normally do, but whatevs. In an unsurprising ode
Shocked face over that last entry date. Didn’t think it had been that long since we talked. TOTALLY HONESTY TIME: I’ve been quite busy devolving into a thoughtless, unblinking, possibly lizard-like creature. My brain cannot handle the opposing truths Everything Is Completely Wrong versus Is There Anything Really Wrong Right
Spoke with my mom at Easter, and although most of the conversation fit the same old pattern, when we got to the post widowmania segment Mom asked me about my life and I threw out my carefully crafted non-answer. In this case, “LOL, well, we were supposed to be in
Startled awake several times last night, heart racing, but missing the memory of whatever nightmare had slithered into my brain to horrify me. Felt sad and a bit out of control to realize I’m probably having anxiety attacks in my sleep. My exercise routine has been hit-and-miss lately, looking forward